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Believe me, I have some perfectly good excuses explanations for this, and it’s been nagging at me. PA has been rather light on the updating lately, as I’ve spent a long time with the site up and plenty of things to post, but no energy or willpower to write them. There are a variety of reasons for this, but they all tie back to one issue. I’m in an almost hilariously debilitated state. While I “connected” with the A Serious Man trailer when it came out, I wasn’t truly feeling it, because while the mood it set was definitely connectible, there were hardly any catalysts or events that really portrayed Michael Stuhlbarg’s character begging to the rabbi. It became so. However, quotes like this: “I’m hooked. Random, entertaining, and totally funny. Highlight of my day.” from people on Facebook keep me wanting to continue. Eat it, -50 to 50 boy.

As a lot of you know, I’m on this medication (that I’m almost finished with, yes!) that pretty much gives me headaches, body aches, everything aches, makes my bones brittle, makes my lips chapped and makes me have to drink more water than one stomach can ever contain. It wasn’t so bad but it’s been getting worse, even though the effects of it are just about complete. It’s made something already incredibly hard for me, waking up early and going to school, a more difficult affair. Even though this is in theory, my easiest schedule I’ve had, it seems more and more volatile by the day. I tutor in the special education classes first hour (dropped College Algebra, which to my knowledge the highest grade is now a rock solid 80! I was getting no college credit, no mandatory High School credits, and had literally no reason to take it now, and would probably only get a minor heart attack by the end of it. Blood tests hinted at it, actually.), take Freshmen P.E. second hour, as I packed my schedule too tightly to ever take them previously, then a Physics class that is occasionally hard but predominantly a breeze, and a Spanish IV class that I managed to chug along in. As I’ve learned throughout school all my life with the exception of…two classes, is that the easy classes are defined by not being taught and thus not learning anything and never having to show for it, and the hard classes are defined by not being taught and thus not learning anything and then being required to show that you learned something. Today in my Spanish IV class, I pretty much became the bitch of the imperfect tense. Read it all I want, understand the differences between the imperfect and preterit tense as according to the cheat sheets and book notes, even translate it into perfect English, my ability to interpret and decipher which tense applies is worthless. The only thing I get from my teacher and students is quips and vitriolic ridicule. I swear, “just deal with it”, “you better learn it somehow” or “you’ll be fine, just do it” are the only things that teachers or peers know how to say.

But while its mostly passed, I can attribute a lot of why there hasn’t been much on here lately is because if I spoke my mind, a lot of crap would go down. The contents of my life and the people around me lately has been…Twin Peaks 90210. It’s really hilarious, and I can’t wait to write about it all in a novel one day, and if you know what I’m talking about, you really do know what I’m talking about. Yet I feel like posting anything of the four or so “-gate”’s occuring within the realm of postyvent’s majority readership would be problematic at best and sheer nuclear controversy at worst. But it’s just soooooooo funny and yet I think it’s the reason I couldn’t get out of bed last Wednesday. Let’s just say I miss people, I lol at people, I’m shocked, I’m humored, I’m flattered, I’m scared and I’m angry. Some people deserve a lot better than what they’ve received and some people deserve the eighth layer of hell. Yes, Dante, you didn’t find one.

Esoteric much? Well, kind of.

Therefore, I’ve temporarily decided that I should move out the day after graduation, run off to Hollywood, and let the road take me where it wants to go. I crave the Hollywood lifestyle. I’m a scummy individual with the complete urge to be very very grossly rich and scummy while toying with the moving pictures. Studio exec, ideal. Writer/director, nearly ideal. Agent, pretty ideal. Hollywood blogger, I’d take it. Wherever my path goes right now in my currently entirely mediocre, middle-management at best status? Blah. Though, most Hollywood stories end up in a gutter with some Sudafed and Jeffrey Wells confusing you for a toilet. Eek.

Photo: My “American Love” shot, rotated and cropped and completely distorted.

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19 Kommentare

  1. Allie5591:

    Sounds like Acutane?

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  2. GrimBetrayal:

    Aye, lad.

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  3. GrimBetrayal:

    (not in response to Allie)

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  4. Zach Heltzel:

    You would be right, Allie.

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  5. Allie5591:

    Thats rough….keep your chin up….I loved the tenacity you showed when that loser tried to rag on your blog. From what I can tell youre a smart kid…that and your ability to stand up for what you believe in, no matter the controversy it might cause, will get you far ;-)

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  6. Lyton Moncrief:

    Allie, may I ask who you are? How you found the site? Etc. etc.

    If I know you, I will feel foolish.

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  7. Allie5591:

    Just a random admirer…found through a link of a link of a link someone posted. Enjoy your stuff, thats all.

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  8. Lyton Moncrief:

    IP address says you go to U of A. Nice.

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  9. Allie5591:

    lol that is correct, and I’m impressed!
    Its an excellent school, from what I’ve read you’ve got a few more years, but I highly recommend looking into it ;-)

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  10. Lyton Moncrief:

    I’m basically applying to all Arizona universities and then going to the one that will end up being the cheapest. I’m a frugal bastard at heart.

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  11. Allie5591:

    Haha full ride tuition and free mac book pro is what U of A was offering…and I wasn’t turning it down.

    Its all about your SAT or ACT scores really, because we all know a persons intelligence can be entirely summed up in one standardized test.

    Going where the money is, is the smart thing to do, but I would definitely recommend visiting the 3 universities with your parents throughout your junior and senior year…it makes the decision a lot easier.

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  12. Lyton Moncrief:

    I know ASU and UofA inside and out, and while ASU is a place that I know better as a whole, the area and all that is still metro Phoenix, UofA had a nice campus and area around it. Need to go up to NAU still.

    I want a full ride and a mac book. :(

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  13. Allie5591:

    ASU was too close to home and too big for me…regardless the of the amount of money they offered.

    NAU is pretty, but its a small school….it really depends on your major, they didnt have mine.

    Haha its called like the “Wildcat Excellence Award” look it up homes!

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  14. Allie5591:

    P.S. I still recommend going to the “future students” school visits…you may have seen the campus, but its a tour that gives you information pertaining to your desired area of study, important places on campus, etc….basically it cant hurt, and it will most likely help!

    But I’m assuming if you got my IP address you were able to get the email address I included as well, hit me up anytime. I’m a wealth of knowledge regarding scholarships, majors, applying, etc!

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  15. Lyton Moncrief:

    Do you have a Facebook, Myspace, any other form of social networking hooplah? I’ll add you.

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  16. Allie5591:

    Is this your myspace??

    http://www.myspace.com/22092756

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  17. Lyton Moncrief:

    That would be a no.

    http://www.myspace.com/lazyinaz

    I don’t use it. Ever.

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  18. Allie5591:

    My bad, I think I had my age preferences on 21+ from a previous search, so all I got was that other guy.

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  19. DARREN "SUMMERTIME" WALKER:

    SORRY FOR OFFENDING YOUR HEIGHT BUT EXCUSES ARE NOT YOUR FORTE. WHEN YOU PROMISE TO DELIVER WITH DESPATCHO YOUR CONSUMER EXPECTS YOU TO DELIVER EVERY TIME BUT WHERE IS THE HONEY? PLEASE THINK ABOUT THE RESULTANTS OF YOUR HONORS PROGRAM AND DEFY THOSE THAT PRAY TELL TO STICK UP MOCK ON FEVERISH HASTINESS. YOUR FRIEND, D. WALKER, LOUIS VAN ALBRICHT HIGH SCHOOL VALEDICTORIAN

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